♥ Friday, October 21, 2005 @ 7:04 AM

got back from school today,with a bossini bag.haha.but well,doesnt matter la.what matters is that im so bloody tired now-exageration:) well,yeah.i left school late coz had to discuss about certain things with yusheng and pam.then left school,took the bus,train,stopped at clementi,went to bossini to collect sister's pants,took train,jurong east,library,bus stop,bus,home. haha.yes.i know.so thats it.im just so bloody tired now.well,not because of that la duhh.but i guess im too tired of thinking about my studies already.i know it matters.but it just makes me feel so sad.and im so tired of being sad already.tsk.my results were bad i guess.it was bad bad bad.but at least i didnt fail anything la:/yeah.i almost failed 2 subjects.yeah.i TOTALLY screwed up english.i almost failed geog.but there were people who failed.so yeah.i dont really worry la.but english right,i just hope that my ca results will pull up my final marks.yeah.so that i wont get kicked out.tsk.i hate thinking about this face-the-music thing.but its part of life already.so i just have to face it la.tsk.its LIFE.yes.
well,im still worried la.tsk.i have this feeling in me that says that abah will scold me like hell la.i told him that i'll improve on my compre and compo la.but see now.i just managed to pass it.and its like...a TOTAL border line kinda thing la.tsk.so so SO worried now.tsk.

anyways,went to NEWater centre today.haha.and i found out in the bus on the way home that im still not convinced that its CLEAN water.haha(: i know.im DEAD nice please.haha.just pity those people who got ready all the talks and video clips.haha.its such a waste,to not even get convinced yet even after going there myself.haha :D

hockey started already.yeah.and i hate it la.it has been so long since i trained.and after trainings,i would feel so bloody tired.especially after doing the dribbling thing,before taking a shot at goal.yeah.i would start panting after a few times doing it.haha.coz i sprint.stupid right.please.i know(:

im worried worried worried.tsk.but right,at least i DID improve on my maths.yeah.i used to get 50+.now i get 60+ la please.tsk.but the others ar,haha,can die la.ohoh.i improved on lit too i guess :D


im a positive-thinker once more(: